# Just Some Shit About Life

#### First and foremost, I have written and created this book just for you. It's the only way I know how to really show you and tell you how much you mean to me.

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I have had this overwhelming feeling that somewhere deep down, you might think that I don't care or that I don't love you but that couldn't be further from the truth.  
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You are all the best parts of me and a better version of me than I could ever be.  
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I feel as if Life dealt us a pretty unfair hand. In a sense that we have never really had the one on one time to fully bond with each other.  
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I don't hold anyone accountable except for myself for the things that I've done wrong.  
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Your mom made the right choice and the right decisions so her and Jason could give you the best life possible.  
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I couldn't see it back then but I see it now. I've been a mess and unstable it seems my entire adult life. I'm not a good role model and never have been. I am thankful that Jason stepped up and has been able to be all of the things I couldn't be. The same way my Dad did when my Biological Father decided he didn't want me.  
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I am not my biological father though. I would never abandon you. Though in some ways, maybe that's what it feels like to you.  
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Honestly, Jason is one of the only fathers on the planet that I have immense respect for. He's always been good to you and he's always been good to me. There are no hard feelings. No jealousy or resentment.
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